ok lets see... i drowned a can of heineken just only... with 2 gulps, i finished it... i'm getting used to the alcohol already... i feel so selfish... i feel so bad... its like i'm just gonna leave u hanging... dead... i'm like stil not goingto care... i know... i have not put u as the most important for now... unlike before...
the reason is actually very simple... because i've had enough... i'm tired... why? because i have actually gave in too much in the past... so now, i dun wanna care so much... i'm tired... ok... not only that... i really find it hard to maintain this relationship... u want care and concern i know... i cant sms, i cant call.. i cant go and find u... this makes u so fed up... i know... but i've already tried to send u smses everyday... almost...
if we were to break up... the only thing i have for memory is memories and 2 pictures... yes... 2 pictures... for 9 months... only 2 pictures... cool right... and also the presence of u everywhere we go.. yep... but this time, i've hardened my heart... i dun wanna be soft hearted anymore... when u told me bout ur gong, i was like ok... it was partly my fault... but when i heard that u could say such things as weeks ago my ahma went in, now my gong, i was like huh...
u know? we each have our own views... urs and mine is different... and we actually dun realy suit each other... dun u think so too? u cannot go out so late.. u can only go out from afternoon till evening... giving a time span of 6 hours... while i only want to go out in the evenings... u always wake up so early... i hate waking up so early...
hais... heres something that its from me to u... deep from my heart....
the 10 things i hate about u....
1. i hate it when u never buy anything for me
2. i hate it when u never wait
3. i hate it when u ask me to go find u early in the morning
4. i hate it when u dun reply my smses
5. i hate it when u say u want to go out but u didnt cuz of ur mum
6. i hate it when u miss me too much that u cant concentrate
7. i hate it when u make me rush to school, only to find u going off already
8. i hate it when u ask me to send u night night messages when i'm so tired
9. i hate it whenever u think it a few different views
10. the last thing i hate is that i hate the fact that i'm still loving u...
this is for u... but i've decided to leave u... cry, but ater crying, do toughen up... u are more like a da xiao jie... take it as an obstacle for u to go through... after this, should u find another guy who will treat u better, open ur heart for him...
for the very last time... i love u....