Will you breathe through the worst with me?

hey, this is directed to that woo lala, erm, thanks for bringing life to my dead blog once again! anw, i doubt u know what is actually going on in my life so yeah, try not to make a fuss out of it. =D oh and yeah, you are a year younger than me, with starhub being your internet provider=D correct me if i'm wrong.

anw, FYI, meaning for your info, yeah, i'm fat, so what? does that have any concern with you? yeah, you'd say all sort of things like what being fat causes the world to blah blah blah and blah. Anyway, what i do, has nothing to do with you, what i am, also has nothign to do with you, if you're just trying to find some entertainment, i would suggest you going to youtube and type Nick Vujici to find some motivation and stop spamming people's blog=D

also, i believe you are a pariah and is in serious need of attention yeah? in order to get more attention, just get some cardboard from the garang guni man. Make it 2, both big enough to cover your upper body which i think is easy since you arent as fat as i am, then draw, FREE HUGS FOR ME?! on the carboards, front and back and wear it=D wait wait, wrong procedure, you should go to orchard road, just outside tangs or ngee ann city, and wear it, there would be a long queue of people waiting for your hugs since you are soooo nice and good looking unlike me, fat=D

oh and lastly, thanks yiqi!, elisa and ??? for speaking up for me=D and also, thank you woo lala! erm, mind if you could just put down your name so that i can thank you personally? and when i mean thank you personally, i mean giving you a shot of tequila=D oh shit! you are still underaged! okok, maybe just coke=D yeah, coke, aint coca cola=D coke=D

iloveyou=)Y
12:21 PM

woa~ been a long time since i alst blogged uh? kena nagged by like so many people to just update my god damn dead blog! LOL! i'm now in ggt-.- i'm finally early for her god damn lesson luh...

LOL! its kinda boring... gotta go for fom presentation later -.- and i seriously dun really like my group -.- no motivation to do the extra mile for this CA -.- anw, i doubt i'll fare well for this CA liao... my part i can at most talk for 3 mins... but i gotta tlak for a full 5 mins -.- which is rather wt* luh LOL!

anw, its tiring to be in poly sia, when u come to think of it, i gotta rush gems report tonight and there are still people who havent finish the report -.- hopefully can rush finish lor-.-

okok, i'm back at home now, its currently 11.20 pm... and i seriously feel like sleeping liao -.- i guess non of my group members are here yet, soooooo... hopefully i'll be able to pass up the gems report by tomorrow lorrr -.-

hmmm, cny is coming, just round the corner, 5 days to be exact -.- time really flies man. and i had a small chat with zhe yong on our way home after bball... LOL... we both agreed that we both need more than 24 hours, i suppose not only us, others too... ahaha... okok, gtg.. CIAO

iloveyou=)Y
9:47 AM

ok, let me start of with this dumb question, is just asking u where ur wife is and where she was in the morning in this way, "where's mummy?" and " then in the morning leh?" makes me turn into an interrogator... this is like so wtf LAR! then whenever u smoke u are murdering me is it! FUCK!

if thats the case, i will not ask u anything anymore for fear of ME interrogating u-.- even when i ask u, where you going, you also not happy... WHEN HAVE I NOT ASKED U SUCH QUESTIONS?! i have no fucking idea what you're doing outside, you have not spent any time with ur family, you keep saying our family is gonna shatter cuz of her! but in actual fact, wtf have not tried his/her best in keeping this family together?!

she cooks for us, hoping we'll be back to eat together, AS ONE BIG FUCKING FAMILY! yet all you do is go to the civil service club, and do what? we have no idea, when we ask, you just keep your fucking mouth shut and not answer... WTF is this? are we as your family have no rights to know wtf you are going and etc?! do you have something else that you cannot tell us or what ever you are doing?! FUCK THAT LAR!

i seriously wonder, when will my family break apart, i forsee within 5 years, we will, bro will be living with pam while i'll be the only fucked up one left... i'm not being pessimistic, but i gotta think ahead, life is short, mum is 56 while YOU are 51... 51! for christ sake... i cant believe your thoughts are so fucked up... what are you thinking when i asked you those questions?! that i know you are doing something behind your back?! WTF would i be interrogating you for?! FUCK THAT LAR!

fuck, i cant stand it, this post is just a random rant, innocent fuckers please ignore this post=D

anw, thats it... i cant be bothered to blog further... FUCK THAT!

iloveyou=)Y
12:22 AM

OKIES! today's the 2nd of january! which means new year liao! LOL! its actually ytd lar, but i'm blogging near 1=D ahahah! anw, hope everyone enjoyed their last day of 2008=D

well, i enjoyed mine, i celebrated it with my loved ones, my sec sch classmates, melson, zhewei, randolph, zhewei, sebastian(sebastard), roy, jasmine, huimiang, pauline, cheeoon!, lester, joel and qianru! ahaha!

anw, after eating steamboat with them, i went to yiqi's house for mahjong and asshole dai di or something like that lar! LOL! after which i left with clar to go back to ecp thinking they were there but they werent -.- they went on to marina square T.T so i spent the countdown with clarence -.- LOL!

after that, we went ahead to take 36, funny incideny, but aint gonna say what happened=D just imagine 2 idiots eating a watermelon, not a small slice, but i think 1 quarter of it=D in the middle of the road=D with the juice flowing down our hands -.- LOL!

yeah, thats practically how i spent my new year's eve=D

oh yeah, happy 2nd month darling! LOL!
ok, this is for u lar k! LOL! i really enjoyed every min we spent together luh! if i know what was gonna happen today, i wouldn't have asked u out luh! ahaha! anw, i just want to let u know, in order not to lose u again, i wouldnt be going back to dragonboat... i learnt my lesson le lor! last time i went for it, i lost u... i am very happy i quit dragonboat u know... quitting it let me have more time with u, my family, friends and work=D thank you for being so understanding luh! =DDD sorry for being a pauper lehh=x wahahahahaha!

iloveyou=)Y
12:47 AM