Saturday, February 27, 2010
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sad
stupid
moronic
fucked
feelings that i'm having right now...
didnt understand why she waited up for me, wanted her to get her rest that she deserved
sorry but i was irritated by the fact that you just said BYE when i really couldnt even hear a thing that you were saying
i know it was wrong of me to kup on you, but still... hais, i'm worried, look at the picture, which side will it be tomorrow? i hope its the one on the right
i hope it wun be engulfed by the darkness
i'm stupid, i'm rash, but still.. fuck myself lar knn
iloveyou=)Y
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
been a long time since i last blogged eh? really long time,
been sooo inactive in blogger, was thinking of perhaps closing down this blog, no traffic anws=) well, so be it, shall just leave it on to blog on random occasions =D soo, its already been a year since last chinese new year. I still remember people wishing other happy "niu" year and just yesterday, it was the tiger year. How time flies eh?
CNY was boring, worked on the eve, brought back 3 yu shengs, ate one at home, since we aint going to granny's place at night. Its a first for us anyway, first time that we didnt go to gran's for reunion. kinda miss the feeling of everyone eating there and talking till like 10 or 11 =( well, things change
sooo, shall talk about ITP, went for 3 interviews, namely
- Holiday Tours
- Diners
- Bugis Street
Sounds weird for bugis street eh? but well, i think its a better organisation as i'll be exposed to even more stuff than usual. DAMN, oh well, its my third choice and lets just pray i'll get into whichever company that chihwee likes. LOL~
sooo, projects are ALLLL over, hope i'll get a good grade for MICE and GOM, especially GOM... gotta study real hard man, GOM and MR test next week, feels scary, i'm starting to feel the pressure now, unlike before, couldnt care less about the exams.
OHWELL! its CNY NOW! and i got the mood so i really dun care a shit about the exams now.
ANW, i was supposed to work on the first day of CNY since dallas needed people for valentines, however! i smsed my manager and asked if there was double pay on a holiday as all of you know, there should be, she just replied if there wasnt any, would i not be coming, i said yeah with some other nonsensical stuff and yep, she just asked me to stay at home. Guess thats about all man
anw, i've been thinking, do i want to work so hard? after graduating still working so hard? and yeah, will i have enough money for marriage by certain age? will my planning succeed if i have a plan? what are the steps i should take in life? damn, can someone help me in these questions?
before i leave, happy lunar new year and hope everyone will get good grades and most importantly, have good health =D
/ps, i miss you dear
/ps/ps i miss your scent
/ps/ps/ps i miss you lying on me=D
iloveyou=)Y
